Music: Haight Street - Anberlin
Mood: mixed


"Let's, you and me, make our way just beyond Haight Street.
Lets leave this life behind, forgetting all they say.
The time we had is time well borrowed.
Stay out all night, forget tomorrow

Let's, you and me, make a night of it.
Old enough to know, but too young to care."

I thought these lyrics are damn nice.

Just a thought.


Somehow the past 2 days have made me reflect back on my life.
and well, it has not been a bed of flowers at all.

i keep cursing and swearing at life,
"why did you put me in this course,
why don't things turn out they way they are."

i just had a talk with my aunt.
maybe. what she said had some truth in it,
"it's Gods plan"

yeah, i'm christian, we're told that everything that happens is cause he has a plan for us.
the thing i haven't got yet is, why not reveal his plan for us.

ok i know that if he does then our life would be meaningless,
but i don't like to be left in the dark.
you'll feel lost. confused and perhaps, miserable.

that's how i'm feeling right now.

we always tend to hold our miseries instead of counting our blessings,
i'm guilty of that.
Well, i'm gonna make that effort to change. it's hard but i will make it through some how.

I thank God for like everything, and i know this is damn sudden(my post, that is.)
but really, Mugen just talked to me this afternoon and so did my aunt. I mean, how coincidental can that be right?

i don't know if i feel better now or not, and you guys might not see the point of me posting this now.

but just to tell you guys, things are about to turn around.(i hope)