hello world.
i know some of you guys have noticed that i've been emoing for the last week.

sorry if i didn't tell why.
it's mainly cause my course.
heh. remember at the start of the year. i was so psyched about going to something BUT RP's courses.

yeah. and now i hate it. hate it so much.
i really wanna change course.
i don't see a future in doing this course. AND also. it's not really my interest.

the thing is... it's really hard to change course. i heard. from different sources that.
ineedtogetgood grades to change course. which i doubt i can achieve that.
and i if i can't change course. this will suck.

my mum said if i really wanna change course i should look up SIM.
by which. i dun really wanna go to cause i wanna stay in poly.
so i dunno. i've been stressing over it all night last night.
i couldn't sleep well also.
so here i am now. just emoing everything into this post.

i can't stand the class, i can't stand the modules. it's so dumb.
i don't learn anything AT ALL.

yesterday, first day of school.
i skipped my last lesson.
intending to revise for my math.
but somehow it was a failure and i just played with my psp all the way with matthew
and his friends discussing about GM food. whatever the hell that is.

i need to find out how to change course.
seriously. and the bad thing is i have no motivation to study at all.

i think i need help. alot of help , and this is only one of the problems in my life.
the others. i'll keep it a secret. and that's all for now.

my mxr+ is coming on friday, can't wait to spend the money on it.
slither here i come !